27. owh!cinta pertama.. =p

ok..dh lame gler x menulis.. =) so,kekok sket..boring cuti,so,start la menulis sket2..plus,i just found something interesting ntok di tulis..

pg tadi,tengah2 kemas bilik,ehem,rajin plak tetibe..jumpe la brg2 lam
e..mase eden kt KMPh dlu..al those papers yg ade conteng2,tp lawa!conteng berseni la..dgn words yg aku pn xsangka aku yg tulis..

mcm bg smgt kt aku..yg aku rse cm best:

we cried,

until our eyes are sore,

we hide our sadness behind ou

r laughter,

it is the easiest thing to do,

because we cannot bare the pain when we are sitting alone.

aku pn xcye aku tulis bnda nie..hahaha..then,kemas2,aku jumpe buku nie:

hahaha..ni la buku aku mse aku frust dlu..aku frust gler n i have to let it out..aku siap berkarya jap dlm bku nie..klakar gk bler tgk..bdak matriks,berhingus lg..bru abis skolah,dh nk bercinta..n dlm die,aku siap mark lg..bler couple sume..haha..1st bf la katakan..

haha..unbelievable..ade brape poem ntah,aku tulis dlm nie..tp ade brape fav words yg aku suke,contohnya:

• kerana rinduku pada waktu dulu, memeluk hatiku yg telah pecah, harapan sahaja yg mampu memegang hatiku, namun, harapan yg longgar tiap kalinya gagal, pcah dan berderai lg, sekeping hati yg rapuh..

-ni mmg sah bru lpas putus cinta..hahahaha..

• i hope the wind will tell u dat i miss u, the wave will tell u how much i care, the moon will remind u of me, n the sky will hug u for me..

- *speechless*

• i dont know wat is loneliness, until u leave me, i dont know that love at the first sight exist until i saw u, i dont know what love is until u came..

-ni gaya org mncari hikmah di sebalik kjadian..dan,ermm,spechless gk

• mencari pndgn mata awk,di dala mata yg lain..

-yg ni,by far,my fav word..hahaha..puji diri sndri..

hmm..ni je la kot,yg aku bg point ntok korg gelak kan aku..dlm hati ade taman..hahah..

dlu,aku xpnh pn terpk yg aku akn get over this guy..tp,skrg,ook je,alhamdulillah..all we need is time..bler aku ingt blik,aku gelak..tp,mase tu,Allah je yg tau perasaan..

so,aku harap,aku akn get through this 1..insyaAllah,boleh..kn?dgn izinNya,boleh,doa byk2..all we need is time..

nie,soalan aku..pe yg aku rse dlu tu..is it love??mmg frust,then akn ok?klo bdak2 skolah or perempuan2 lain mngaku diorg bercinta,then bler clash, bunuh diri la,amik dadah,bg sgale..is it love?is it the same with the love dat i'm feeling?is it the same feeling yg mak ayah kita rse?hmm..

hmm..ape2 pn,same2 bg nasihat..untuk aku n untuk yg lain,n mintak di jauhkan dri buat bnda yg akn merosakkan diri,n mase dpan mase bercinta,or frust..

n mmg, cinta itu buta..n mmg boleh buat hati kita rasa tinggi smpi langit..n rse mcm idup ni lengkap,xperlu apa2 dah..tp,same2 ingt,cinta kpd :

Allah,

Rasul,

Malaikat,

ibubapa,dan

hamba2Nya yg soleh..

*smbil dgr lagu taylor swift..gler feeeeel..=))